WHY SO CONFUSED?

Why so confused? It's my fault, isn't it? I don't know what I can do and I'm afraid I can't fix this. It seems like something is stuck and no matter I step forward or step back, there is still no way out. I'm not as tough as you imagine but I don't want to be a crying baby either. It upset me tho I can understand it. We all have hard time, all we need is time to get over the problem!!